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I don't know Jack.
The mention of Stefan Molyneux.. brings back the dreams.  Where he was my father and I was a little child.  He was mad at me but not at my sister.  I didn't understand what I had done wrong.  I was trying so hard.  On intake to the hospital I had visions of him as my doctor.  I felt the urgent need to talk to Stefan, as I thought he would understand,  If he were on the case.  But in the hospital, was Brian.  He told me to look at his nose. From Family Guy.  So maybe Seth Macfarlane.  Seth and Mac in the far lane. No, exactly how it sounds.  I told them no, I did not give them permission to take my blood, but they slammed me into the floor, restrained me in a bed, and took my blood against my will.  How dare they. I wasn't in my right mind, but I explicitly told them I did not consent to them taking my blood.
In hospital, I remember being scared.  A lot of Charlie thoughts.  The jokes on me.  Charlie, the dark side of God, and understanding his perspective.  Jokes. Dark jokes.  Some I didn't find so funny.  But most things were pretty hilarious.  I thought that surely this must be coming from an external source, because I sure am not that funny.
A little presumptuous of me to think I created Richard.  It was the God side of me. Which I was separating out from others.